Sun and Shadows

Sun and shadows make
Our garden lovely.
Shadows and bright sun
Across the lawn
Make beauty.

MSK

January Bird Table

Black shadows in surrounding trees
Wait for the provider on January mornings,
For one who holds a few of the keys
To avian winter survival.

Water, seeds, nuts and fat,
Bread if it’s brown and crumbs of cake,
Break the ice, shoo the cat,
First of jobs on a January morning.

A blackbird flies to the apple basket,
Pecks and pecks again and again,
The sweetness of summer it’s her task to eat,
To carry her on to vernal survival.

As dusk descends I hope they’re full,
Warm for the night, fluffed on their roosts.
Waiting for morning and the golden jewels
Flaming above the horizon, their signal for flight.

MSK

It's September tomorrow so winter is on its way.

Autumn

Crisp autumn mornings give me something of my childhood;
The chill in the air, the sun bright-shining,
Diamond strung cobwebs, touch some hidden cord
Which reaches back through time
To that distant happiness. They rouse the wish
To trample rustling leaves deeply lying in their
Red-gold masses under glorious trees,
Trees ripe for climbing in those far off days
Before the turmoil of newly attained adulthood
Swept away the child’s world
Into the fine-wrought halls of memory.

Before breakfast

A Welsh Harp Walk

I like to make collages but this is only a lazy picasa 2 made one.
At least it is from my own photos.

This is a sweet little Victorian House which belonged to my Grandmother Rosetta. When I was a little girl I

had 48 farthings saved in it. I felt rich. It was originally intended to be a money box. It is now about 120 years old.

Looking Back Through Memory’s Veil

I look back through memory’s veil
To that distant child living through history
And approaching chaos.
What in that early time led to the present being?
A variety of influences played their parts:
That fearsome headmaster , tall and ramrod straight,
Was countered by parents of tolerant authority.
There was a brother so small and so determined in his play,
So full of imagining ,
So much an individual.
Wide fields and tall trees were there
For love of the wilderness and joy of freedom.
Fetes and concerts divided the year, each to its own season.
A witch’s deserted hovel was a place of terror.
Never to be entered.
Death was a part of it,
A well loved Grandad taken in old age.
Many of poverty’s children were a part of that time,
Poorly clad scraps of humanity with
Noses so runny, faces so dirty and plimsolled feet in pouring rain.
“Land of Hope and Glory?”
Later there was the convent ,
An austere place of black-robed gliding figures,
The smell of polish, lead pencils and yesterday’s dinner.
Crocodiles of schoolgirls demurely curtsey passing Reverend Mother
Hiding their frolicksome hearts beneath severely uniformed exteriors.
That French nun who taught us the Marseillaise,
Was she homesick?
Trees, river marshes, those fields so wide and free
Awaited the return from days at the desk
And academic enforcement.
Was there ever such freedom again
As the holidays brought?
There was time to run, time to climb,
Woodland exploration and riverside adventures with laughing companions.
But there was also fear.
Fear of the rapidly approaching dread shadow of conflict
Sometimes entered the child’s mind,
Momentarily blotting out childhood.
The sharp axe of war crashed down,
Slicing through that far off world with terrible sureness.
Somewhere, beyond eternity, do those sun-lit children still play?

A Day Out in WW2

To go for a day out on my bike with a friend was one of my great pleasures when I was in my early teens. To set off early in the morning with a packet of sandwiches, a flask of tea in my saddlebag and the open road ahead was wonderful. It appealed to the gypsy in me.
We would set off early in the morning and cycle towards Battlesbridge where we would cross the bridge over the River Crouch. Once over we were in what was to us distant country, far from home. The roads were quiet and the miles sped by. On and on we would go. It was wonderful. We even got as far as the River Blackwater on one outing which was amazing. On that occasion we spotted a tank moving about near the river so we beat a hasty retreat! We did not want to get caught up in army manoeuvres of some sort. Remember, this was wartime.
Although I remember those days as being always sunny I know that there were occasions when the rain poured down. There was the time when there was pelting rain for the last fifteen miles or so of the journey home. This must have been after the war had ended as we were rowed across the river by Mr Swanborough who regularly ferried people, bikes and all, from Burnham to the opposite side of the Crouch and vice versa of course. I know I was a drowned rat by the time I arrived home. Even so, the memory is of a happy day.
The whole atmosphere of those days out was the feeling of freedom that we had. There was little traffic on the roads, and for a few hours we were away from any sort of worry. I don’t think it would be possible to find that feeling in many places these days. There is tension in the air.

An Edwardian Wedding

I think this is a beautiful old family wedding photograph. The young girl with the lovely white hat is my mother. In the back row standing up higher than the others is my Uncle Dick.

Then and Now

As it seems fashionable at present to consider whether one is a survivor or not here are some memories of my very distant child hood.



Here are some of the things I did as a child and as a young adult which would be considered highly dangerous these days.

I would ride my bicycle without a helmet,
Climb very high trees.
Ride on horse back without a helmet,
Roller skate through the village on the main road,
Explore woods and marshlands by a river,
Go out for a whole day with a friend and a packet of sandwiches, again exploring so that no one would know where we were,
Paddle in a river having no idea how deep it might be and of the danger of drowning,
I remember the great pleasure of hanging on the back of a horse drawn milk float on my roller skates. As the side roads were all unmade in those distant days anything to do with roller skates had to be on the Main Road

As a young adult during WW2 I walked home from dances and the cinema with friends while anti aircraft guns were firing and shrapnel was falling on the pavements along which we were walking.

I was in a First Aid group at the age of sixteen. The group was short of one steel helmet and as I was the youngest I did not have one. I borrowed my Dad’s. As things turned out I did not need it.

As I am a very ancient lady indeed I think I must be a survivor. It amuses me to compare “then and now”.

A cactus of mine.

This must be the last of the flowers for the time being. It is a jolly little cactus which only started flowering a couple of years ago. I had it for a long time before that.

More trees

These trees are at the end of our garden. I like them silhouetted against the bright blue sky. We have not had many of those skies lately.

I posted this through picasa 2. Amazingly easy.

Here are some flowers from our garden as a change from trees,

We have just recently come home from a lovely family visit to Yorkshire. This is Pixie, the family cat. He is beautiful.

I have not yet recovered from the visit. It takes time to get into London mode after being a couple of hundred miles away. We had only just got over our lovely stay in Edinburgh.

Where shall we go next, I wonder!

We are home again after our trip to Yorkshire. The time went by too quickly.

I have been adding bits to my previous post and now there is a blank space at the end of it. I don't know how to rectify it. How aggravating.

The Green Man and his relationship to Herne the Hunter

This Green Man hangs below our grape vine.

The Green Man is probably an ancient symbol of Life and Death. Winter's death and Spring's rebirth, the perennial cycle of Spring sowing leading to the joyful harvest of Autumn and its many celebrations.Or is he the archetypal spirit of the woodland long believed to haunt the sylvan depths. This sometimes quaint or sometimes rather frightening face, surrounded with leaves which in many cases come writhing from the eyes and mouth and even from the nostrils, has been with us since pre Christian times. He is to be found in the Middle East, even as far as India, and all through Europe. He has been Pan, Baachus, and in the medieval age Robin Hood, that Green clad hero of Sherwood Forest. And what about Sir Gawain and the Green Knight?

The Green Man as a foliate head is to be found in many churches and cathedrals in Britain and Europe, hiding away amongst carvings on the pillars,gazing down from a high roof boss, and sometimes even among the carvings behind the altar. He is as much a part of the ancient church or cathedal as the angels. How can this be? I feel that he was almost certainly placed there by the medieval stonemasons as a protection from the possible failure of the new religion, an appeal to the old pagan gods who have never entirely left us. We have only to look at the names of our weekdays, and the name of the goddess, Eostre,still kept for the greatest Christian festival. And don't forget Yule, the pagan midwinter festival, still remaing as Yuletide or Christmas.

I can well inderstand the feelings of the people who lived their lives in a land which had large areas covered with woodland. There must have been a sense of mystery felt while walking amongst the great trees, and thoughts of possible spirit beings there are quite understandable. Was the Green Man brought to this island in ancient times when humans first crossed by the land bridge that existed then. Maybe they brought the Green Man with them and found he fitted very well into the new land.

How did the belief in this woodland spirit come to the Celtic peoples who arrived here later? How did how get to India and the Far East? I have some thoughts on this that I will carry onto the next paragraph.

It is now generally believed that the human race came into being in Africa. I am wondering if there is a possibility that the concept of a woodland spirit came into the minds of those archaic people before they split up and wandered though the world, gradually spreading through the continents, developing different characteristics as they went. In this way the Green Man would have come to many parts of the world, remaining a potent spirit to those to whom woodland was an important and dominating part of their lives, giving them food, wood for their homes, fires. and herbs and fruit, as well as meat from the wild boar and the deer. Life would have seemed impossible without woodland.

Now we come to Herne the Hunter. I understand that his first appearance in English literature is in "The Merry Wives of Windsor" by William Shakespeare. I shall place a verse here from that play as it seems so evocative of the time and place, and of the superstitious beliefs that most of the population had.

There is an old tale goes that Herne the Hunter,

Sometime a keeper here is Windsor forest,

Doth all the winter-time, at still midnight,

Walk round about an oak, with great ragged horns;

And that he blasts the tree, and takes the cattle

And makes milch-kine yield blood, and shakes a chain

In a hideous and dreadful manner.

From Shakespeare's Merry Wives of Windsor, spoken by Mistress Page.

There is an old myth about an expert gamekeeper, Herne, in Windsor Forest during the reign of Richard the second. The king and Herne, together with other keepers, were in the forest chasing a large and splendid stag when suddenly it turned on the king's horse, charged it, and brought it to the ground, goring the animal and giving it terrible wounds. King Richard was thrown and in mortal danger. Herne sprang from his horse and rushed to the aid of the unfortunate king.

Drawing his knife, he killed the stag and, unfortunately, was himself gored and dangerously wounded. He lay there, slowly dying, while the king called for aid. The other keepers, who were jealous of Herne, took pleasure in giving no help.

Then, out of the thicket, rode a dark and disquieting figure mounted on a handsome, black stallion. He offered help to the king. The group of keepers thought this arrival a mere poacher, but the king accepted the offer. whereupon the dark stranger dismounted and came towards the unfortunate Herne. Using Herne's knife, he cut the magnificent antlers from the head of the dead stag, These he tied to the head of the dying Herne saying that he would now be restored within a month. Herne was then placed on a stretcher of branches and carried back to his home.

Sensing the jealousy of the keepers for Herne, this hypocritical stranger offered to help them take revenge. When Herne recovered his health and strength he would no longer have his great forestry skills. This pleased the cruel keepers immensely and also caused King Richard to dismiss Herne from his service although he had been a faithful servant to the king for many years.

The distraught Herne wandered off into the forest with the antlers still attached to his head, brandishing chains in the air, shouting madly, and generally acting like one insane. Not to be wondered, you might think, after all he had gone through.

At some later time that sadly afflicted man was found by a hermit, of whom there were many in medieval times, hanging from a great and ancient oak. The hermit ran to the castle for help. When a crowd returned with him to the oak Herne had vanished. There was not a sign of the body to be found! Later that very same night the ancient oak was struck by lightning.

From this time onwards, through the years, Herne haunted Windsor Forest to the great fear of all who had to enter the forest. He put a curse on the forest they were sure. The keepers of the forest went on a wild hunt, (an ancient Germanic myth to which I refer in a later paragraph), killing many of the deer and seriously depleting their numbers in hopes of destroying the curse, but this had no effect.

The king, feeling desperate about this trouble, went with his keepers to the desolate remains of the oak. Herne came forth from the trees pointing an accusing finger at the men who had destroyed him. Their terror was indescribable. Richard had every one of them hanged from a remaining branch of the oak. From that time, until the end of Richard's reign, Herne was never seen again.

However, that was not the end of Herne. He has been seen as an omen of coming times of trouble. At such times, up to this very day, he is to be seen roaming Windsor Forest, complete with his splendid great antlers, a terrifying yet fascinating figure.

The Victorian author, Harrison Ainsworth, brought Herne into his novel "Windsor Castle", a story of the time of Lady Jane Grey and Queen Mary. This was a favourite of mine when I was around fourteen years old. Herne the Hunter became a fascinating figure from that time.

Now I have to see if there is a connection to be found between Herne and the Green Man. Where are the similarities,if any? Both have to be associated with the woods. The Green Man's leaves can have no other meaning surely,and Hernes's antlers relate him to the deer and hunting which in turn lead us to the woodland connections.

The idea of the foliate heads found in the churches and cathedrals must have come down through the ages from former pagan beliefs and maybe they were placed there from a fear of letting the old beliefs go. There must have been a feeling of unease at leaving them behind,and bringing something from the past into the present could possibly ease that fear.

When we come to consider the legend of Herne the Hunter what do we find? Herne himself seems to belong to Windsor forest and the question is, how far back in time does that connection reach? As I said before, the first written connection is by Shakespeare in The Merry Wives of Windsor, but, of course, this does not mean that he did not exist before then. There are many examples of horned gods going back to the most ancient of times. To the prehistoris artists of the drawings in the French caves the animals they were portraying must have seemed god-like creatures. Among the horned gods we can find an ancient Celtic god called Cernunnos, and of course, there was Pan. The animals killed while hunting were always respected by the huntsmen.

An old Germanic belief was The Wild Hunt. This hunt was supposedly led by Woden, and it was believed to be taking place whenever there was a particularly stormy night. The huntsmen rode shrieking through the night with Woden riding at their head on his magical, eight-legged horse. To have seen the Wild Hunt would have been particularly terrifying. Herne the Hunter would seem to belong to this belief.

So was Herne connected to the horned gods of the ancient past? Was he one of the huntsmen of that Wild Hunt who at some point in time became part of the Windsor Forest myth, becoming Herne the Hunter ( I understand that Herne in and old word for horn)? This seems possible. I must research further.

So how does that myth connect with The Green Man? I feel myself that he does not belong to any myth of the hunt. He is much more likely to be a spirit of the trees. Maybe he was believed to protect the woodland, thus indirectly helping the humans who needed the wood for so many parts of their lives. The leafy faces we see today can surely be a concept of tree spirits, beings to be respected and sometimes feared. As I have read of the Bamberg Man in the cathedral in that town in Germany,

The most you could hope for in any dealings with the Green man of Bamberg is that he should be on your side.......

The ferocity of his expression is one of warning against neglect of the Natural Law.

From "Green Man, The Archetype of Oneness With the Earth."

By William Anderson.

So have I reached the end of my thoughts on the relationship of the Green Man and Herne the Hunter believing that there is no relationship between them ? Historians with far more knowledge than I appear think there is a connection, but I still feel that any relationship must be in the far distant past, long before we can have any true knowledge, and that as the centuries passed the spirit of the woods and the hunt divided and became the Green Man and the horned god.

Until I came across more information that is where I shall leave this essay.

Since I wrote this essay I have been to Bamberg and seen the Bamberg Man in the cathedral. He is certainly a fine and formidable Green Man.

I seem to have got a space here that I did not intend. I should like to put a picture of the Bamberg Man here but it refuses to be copied into this position. Maybe I'll sort it out later.

I am wondering when it was that I started to take an interest in The Green Man. It is quite a number of years ago. I have loved woodland since I was a child so that was a starter I suppose. The idea of a spirit of the woods fascinated me, therefore the Green Man must be fascinating.

I am now going to insert a verse from Puck's Song by Rudyard Kipling.

She is not any common Earth,

Water or wood or air,

But Merlin's Isle of Gramarye*,

Where you and I will fare.

* Gramarye is magic. "She", of course is England.

Surely such a magical place must be a home to the Green Man!

The Blue Pool


The Blue Pool was green today,
Not blue at all
But as green as grass.
By reason of the atmosphere
The notice said
As we went in.
Strange it seemed
That the Blue Pool
Should be green,
And that we should stand
On the sandy bank,
Admiring the weedy green water,
Famed for its blueness.
The sun it shone
And the sky was blue,
But still was the water
Greenly shining
And greenly still.

I wrote this some time ago about a true happening. It seems to fit in with the green atmosphere. Maybe the Green Man had been working his magic!!

Today I am pleased to say we are in Edinburgh.

Packing for the holiday

What a frenzy packing is!

Not too much!

But I must take this,

I am sure I need it!!

No room for that,

Take something out!

Clothes for warmth,

Clothes to be cool,

Walking shoes and something smart.

Shall we ever get away.

Anything forgotten will stay behind,

We shan't miss it

That's for sure!

Scribbled in a hurry while packing for a few days in Edinburgh.

What a splendid sky this is

That morning the sky seemed to be just above our heads and the cloud formations were magnificent. To walk beside the Welsh Harp on a morning like this is to experience a great wonder at the beauty of the world. It is so sad that there are so many terrible things happening in different parts of this same world. Maybe one day human beings will come to believe that we are all the same race. No matter what colour we are, what country we were born in, what religion we practice, we are all homo sapiens. Just look at tiny children before they have had a chance to be influenced by adults' beliefs. They are all the same in their behaviour and in their playing. There is no difference in them.

A walk beside to Thames Estuary

I always have a soft spot for Southend and its environs. I went to school in Westcliff, worked in Southend, Leigh and Westcliff at different times, and I lived only a few miles from those places. Now I live in London and I have done so for more that fifty years, but I always delight in a visit to Southend and its surrounding areas. They are full of memories. This photo was taken just a few weeks ago.

The Blue Pool

The Blue Pool was green today,
Not blue at all
But as green as grass.
By reason of the atmosphere
The notice said
As we went in.
Strange it seemed
That the Blue Pool
Should be green,
And that we should stand
On the sandy bank,
Admiring the weedy green water,
Famed for its blueness.
The sun it shone
And the sky was blue,
But still was the water
Greenly shining
And greenly still.

An ancient cactus

This is a cactus that I have had for over forty years. It started a a tiny piece given me by a friend. For the last three years it has started to flower which, naturally, pleases me greatly. I was astonished when the first beautiful red flower appeared.

The Way Into the Wild Wood.

I think there may be elves and hobgoblins in there! There are certainly foxes.

Places I am pleased to have visited

Lindisfarne

Bamburgh

Edinburgh

Cornwall, specially Padstow, the home of some of my forefathers.

Bede's World

Durham

Yorkshire

The Lake District

The Isle of Sheppey

Paris

The former Jugoslavia

Bamberg in Germany

Ireland

Wales

Hadrian's Wall

And many other lovely places which I shall add as I think of them.

I'm glad I was born in Essex!!!

Trees, trees and yet more trees

A few days ago I said that I was not going to put any more trees in this blog for the time being but today I have put in another one!!

The Anglo Saxon Chronicles

I have started to re read The Anglo Saxon Chronicles as I said I would a few days ago. I wish that I could read the Chronicles in Old English but I am afraid I shall never be able to master that.

A Favourite Oak Tree

This ancient oak is one of my favourite trees. It must be four or five hundred years old and it in Mill Hill Park. If only trees could speak. There is so much that they could say about the centuries they have lived through. This one still flourishes and I hope it will go on for many years yet.

Sea Fever by John Masefield, one of my favourite poems

Sea Fever

I must go down to the sea again,

to the lonely sea and the sky,

And all I ask is a tall ship

and a star to steer her by.

And the wheel's kick, and the wind's song

and the white sail's shaking,

And a grey mist on the sea's face,

and a grey dawn breaking.

I must go down to the sea again,

for the call of the running tide

Is a wild call and a clear call

which may not be denied.

And all I ask is a windy day

with white clouds flying,

And flung spray and blown spume,

and the seagulls crying.

I must go down to the seas again,

to a vagrant gypsy life,

To the gull's way, and the whale's way,

where the wind's like a whetted knife.

And all I ask is a merry yarn

from a laughing fellow rover,

And a quiet sleep and a sweet dream

when the long trick's over.

John Masefield.

I can't get this to publish in it's three correctly divided verses.

I like Easter, a lovely and happy Spring festival. I know that the weather is often not all that it might be, but Winter is over and the Summer is nearly here.

One of the things that fascinates me about Easter is that the name of the old Pagan goddess of the far distant past, Eostre, still has her name remembered in the Christian festival.

An Easter Daffodil

This is the last of the trees for the time being.

Silk Stream

Woodland

How I loved to climb a tree,

To sit up the top of my leafy palace,

Queen of my glorious woodland,

A magical faery world.

A stream ran rippling through the wood,

Steeply banked and deeply pooled,

Bordered with flowers according to their season.

Windflowers,celandines starred the banks with Spring

And my memory with enchantment.

More Lopped Trees

These trees were lopped after the recent gale.

Beauty

Here is a magnificent lopped tree right beside a main road. How beautiful it is against the sky.

Views Of The Wood

It is most pleasant having a wood at the end of the garden, specially as we live in London and we need something to remind us of the countryside. I love trees. They are so splendid. I must write a poem about trees!

A Fox On Our Lawn

This is a sight we did not see until a few years ago! Now we have them in a wood which has developed just behind our garden. Although they are considered a pest I can't help enjoying having the opportunity of seeing them.

I have decided I must re read the Anglo Saxon Chronicles. My memory needs refreshing. I wish I could read them in Old English.

Part of the glory of trees

This is the Winter lopped tree outside our house. What a contrast to the lovely, golden leafed tree of the Autumn. Give it another month or two and it will be leaf covered again. Trees need care and lopping is part of it. Even newly lopped it has its own stark beauty against that splendid blue sky.

An interesting pattern in some concrete

I could not resist taking a photo of this concrete!!

The offending piecy of machinery.

I have been attempting to install my scanner this afternoon without much luck. It is so aggravating. I get so far and no farther.

More Snow

Snow fell again today;

A whistling North-Easter swept horizontally flying

Flakes onwards. A spray

Of powdery white whirled dying

Winter towards living Spring.

Budding life is nearer, everyday nearer,

Constantly stirring, constantly growing.

Our dreams and longings are with the Spring.

Drear mid-winter freezingly passes,

Sowing the seeds of vernal delight.

Yet more Snow!!!

It's another snowy day today, deep this morning but melting now. I think there may be more to come. The sky looks full of it.

Traffic

There is too much noise from the traffic;

It's constant roar batters the soul,

Breaks the spirit,

Makes unease.

There is no quiet,

No rest,

No serenity,

Just taut nerves,

Jangled.

The Clock

Today is now;

Yesterday has gone into history,

Can never be again.

And where is tomorrow

That unpredictable imminence?

Today is when we live,

When we laugh or cry,

Or waste fast-flowing hours

With blue melancholy.

Time's progression of todays

Make up weeks, months, years,

Lives.

Football in the park

Rather a distant view of Sunday football in the park. I like to see the playing fields in use. It is such a shame when parks are neglected.

A Walk in the Park

Triumph

I have at last managed to work out how to access my new type blog and post something !!!!!

A sad sight.

This is a tree which was blown down in the recent gale. I hate to see trees lying down. They look so sad.

This view from upstairs was very brief but pretty while it lasted. This was the snow that fell a couple of days ago.

The sun shining through the trees on this particular morning looked so very beautiful I had to take a photograph.

The sun looked so beautiful on this particular morning.

St Peter's on the Wall

St Peter's on the Wall

St., Peter’s stands,
Full of centuried age,
In the midst of dreaming acres.
Surrounding the ancient stones,
Under green banks, are the remains
Of an even earlier occupation.
Othona’s Roman fort, guarding
The Saxon shore faced the same rushing waves.
The same salt-laden gales
Which sang their wild song
Chill the ears of pilgrims
Of the present day as they tread
The path to antiquity and
The time-worn stones of sanctity.

A strange piece of electronic art by Sylvia

Not exactly professional!!!

Autumn

Crisp autumn mornings give me something of my childhood;
The chill in the air, the sun bright-shining,
Diamond-strung cobwebs on garden growth,
And dew-sparkling grass, touch some hidden cord
Which reaches back through time
To that distant happiness. They rouse the wish
To trample rustling leaves deeply lying in their
Red-gold masses under glorious trees,
Trees ripe for climbing in those far off days
Before the turmoil of newly attained adulthood
Swept away the child's world
Into the fine-wrought halls of memory.

The Way Into the Wood